Dreams Deferred??

When I was growing up, I wanted to be a superstar.
Singer, actress, talk show host and dancer extraordinare.
Sadly, life woke me up.
But does that mean all my dreams have to go down the drain? Yes I'm fat (can I be real?) and I can't sing, but that only stops me from a few things. Doesn't mean my life has to go down the drain with with the desires a four year old has to be loved, accepted and seen?

I want to be a doctor. No lie. Now I know why I was told to find something you want to do and stick it out. I love science. I love people. I love the mysteries of the human body. And yet here I am. I don't want to be selfish and follow my dreams at the sake of my husband and family, yet I don't want to have a mid life crisis in 15 years singing my should've could've would've --s. The bible talks about laying down my life for my friend, he would loses his life will gain it, etc.

I'm struggling y'all. Pray for me.