Bittersweet Dreams

I've been having these dreams lately about people being led astray. First it was a general group of people, then it was a family member.

1. I don't take my dreams lightly.
2. I'm not a fan of deception of any kind.
3. I know what I need to do, but not sure how to get there.

It's like I'm being called, drawn all over again. Now it's my time to answer.

Smith -vs- Case

I'm still Niesha Smith. Because when they say Mrs. Case, I look over my shoulder. When I see the Niesha + Case, it just doesn't click. Because I still want to be a Smith. I still want to be me.

Give and Take

Marriage is completely different from single life. It's extremely wonderful, especially when you're with the One. When I look into his eyes I know there's security for my soul. And his embrace lets me know how safe he will keep me. I love his smile and even his frown. There's peace in my heart that's incomparable.

I'm still afraid of what the future holds. I can still see the fork in the road in the distance when I peek over my shoulder. I can make out the shape of the sign, the patches in the grass where former feet have traveled. U turns looks possible, but it's a mirage. And it's not like I want to go back, I'm just a little taken aback by all this change. The old way is familiar. Easy. But I must press forward and in time the former will be a distant dream.

I love my husband with everything I'll ever have. I trust him and believe in him. At this point, as the crossroad still captures my gaze, I must learn to trust Him and allow his voice to lead each footstep. Each day, each moment is so critical. And moving forward in love with my best friend and biggest fan is worth it all!